The lights went out
I could see my own grave
God help me now
Is all that I could bear to say
Hands reaching from the floor
My bodys laying lifeless while my spirit sinks below
If I could find a way back
I promise I would never take my life for granted anymore
And I can change
Oh the price Ive paid to learn a lesson
Is it too late to find redemption
Honestly Im afraid of the answer
I admit Im ashamed
Im sinking under
Im sinking under
I swear I never thought I would go down this road again
But everywhere I turn leads me back to the same destination
Ive been selfish, Im pathetic
I was afraid of the commitment
But Im not hopeless. Im not toxic
I have a heart. I have a conscious
Oh Ive gone off the deep end
Oh the price Ive paid to learn a lesson
Is it too late to find redemption
Honestly Im afraid of the answer
I admit Im ashamed
Im sinking under
God please help me now
Im sinking under guilt
Will you pull me out
Youve been living in sin
The voice in my head says Ill never win
Tarnishing yourself with substances
Playing the victims
How you live with yourself
Oh the price Ive paid to learn a lesson
Is it too late to find redemption
Honestly Im afraid of the answer
I admit Im ashamed
Im sinking under
Im sinking under
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