Band: Senses Fail
Album: Life is Not a Waiting Room
Last night I found heaven it was on the tip of my tongue,
and it reminded me of the times I was young.
Of catching rain in my monuth, I used smile 'til the day I found out,
I have no idea who the hell I've become, it's not who I was it's not who I loved.
I wanna drown in a sea filled with novocaine.
I wanna burn on beach where the sand has thousands of needles poking my skin.
I lie in bed to the sound of the wolves at my door,
they are speaking in tongues, holding court on my florr.
I never thought it would come to this, I'm more yellow than my own piss.
They're making rounds just to even the score.
\"Just open the door\"
I wanna drown in a sea filled with novocaine.
I wanna burn on beach where the sand is littered with razor blades
I can't hold on, the path is clear.
I can't ignore, what's been building for years.
There's wolves at the door, I won't hide here in fear.
I look at myself and the things that I've done, stop away from the mirros and into the sun.
I forgive myself for all of my mistakes.
When will I learn? When will I burn?
I gave up on myself along time ago,
the black clouds they swallowed me and spit me out whole.
\"Sometimes I feel like I'm losing my soul,
at least that mean I still have a soul left to lose.\"