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Disillusions Of Youth (2019) - FULL ALBUM - Sarah Nixon & Quintin Golka





Eat it, nerds



Donā€™t Say - 00:00

Already Gone - 03:50

Divided State - 07:53

Do The Same - 11:01

Wash Away - 15:50

Perturbed - 20:30





Donā€™t Say



Leaves fall fast

We get old, we get past

We get tired, we get up

I go home on my own



Please

Say what you mean

Say anything to me

Please

Say what you want

Say it all but not too much

Donā€™t say too much



Burn the candle slower for me (Donā€™t you be burning it at both ends)

Put your hands on me (Rest your head on my shoulder)

I donā€™t want you to go (Thatā€™s the last thing I want to see)

But I know you donā€™t care (For me)



But at least

Say what you mean

Say anything to me

Please

Say what you want

Say it all but not too much

Donā€™t say too much

You donā€™t sayā€¦





Already Gone



Close my eyes and I see death

Want to lay down, want to rest

Want to see another day

Want to feel this go away



Iā€™m jealous of the smoke

Floating towards the sun

And Iā€™m jealous of you

Youā€™re already gone



Want to be soothed into nothing

Float through empty space and time

See you at my funeral

Be at peace that youā€™re not mine



Iā€™m jealous of the smoke

Floating towards the sun

And Iā€™m jealous of you

Youā€™re already gone





Divided State



Beyond the sea, a golden stream feeds a state of ecstasy

And it trickles down from the crown unto the peasantry

No one sees, yet they believe



Outside the wall, a light is shining out as far as eyes can see

And without a shroud of the storming clouds of tyranny,

Eternally is love redeemed



In songs of chickadees, and between the melodies of other passerines,

Ravens call, coyotes howl, and bullfrogs sing

And all of this speaks to me



The lonesome pine tree clings to the cliff crumbling into an acid sea

And the shepherds watch as their flames consume the last of these

Old trees and wise trees



Itā€™s a war of greed, for green runs the blood of the hate machine

As its TV screens flicker teary cheeks of the enemies

Of a land perceived as free



Beyond the sea, a golden stream feeds a state of ecstasyā€¦





Do The Same



The way I am now, I donā€™t care if I care

When it was us, I always cared

So I will drive down dark streets

Just longing for your skin

And when I finally get to you

I will make you love me

Although I cannot do the same

For you



Stay empty to be less than you

Put up how you tell me to do

Water washes you like the sweetest cloth

And polishes you beautiful and soft

Still I cannot do the same

For you



So I will drink and I will destroy myself

And I will breathe it in

I will try to do things of significance

And suffocate to win

Because I cannot do the same

For you

Though I want to, I cannot

Though I want to





Wash Away



Iā€™ll do the things I shouldnā€™t

Iā€™ll erase what I once knew

Iā€™ll cross lines and forget guidance

All to do all I can do

And I will forget all this

And it all will wash away



Iā€™ll imitate you to get some of it

And Iā€™ll take from empty debt

I will tell myself no truths

All to get all I can get

And I will forget all this

And it all will wash away



Iā€™ll turn my face away from it

Pretend I donā€™t know about power

I will think of you for hours

I still give away what was ours

And I will forget all this

And it all will wash away





Perturbed



Pushing back a sea

Holding under the whole ocean

I look at you

I do not remember you now



I took by brotherā€™s advice

I let go of what was wrong with us

When I look at you

I donā€™t think I ever really loved yo



I donā€™t know where the hell weā€™re going

Donā€™t know where the hell weā€™re from

I remember when I was young

I was close to next to no one



You disturb the world by breathing

You sleep perturbed

And when everything changes

You change too



I donā€™t know where the hell weā€™re going

Donā€™t know where the hell weā€™re from

I remember when I was young

I was close to next to no one

No oneā€¦

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