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Afraid of Destiny - Tears of Solitude (Full Album)


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Full streaming of the 2013 full-length album 'Tears of Solitude'.



YOU CAN PURCHASE YOUR OWN COPY AT THE FOLLOWING LINK

https://afraidofdestiny.bandcamp.com/album/tears-of-solitude



Release date - December 1st, 2013 (Digital)/January 7th, 2014 (CDr)

Label - Self-released (Digital)/Rigorism Production (CDr)



---TRACKLIST---

01 - A Requiem to Me - 0:00

02 - Choice (?) - 3:56

What did I do

that I had to choose

between two lovers?

Why did I choose

knowing I'd lose

affections thereof?

Is this my choice?

Who had made you

fell all was through

with my choice hereof?

When did you know

that you would go

if I choose above?

Where would one be

without life's tree

and his holy dove?

03 - Struggling with Depression & Suicide - 10:31

Days of endless struggle.

More hopeful pills today.

Trying to appear “normal”

in some sort of way.

It seems that the struggle

is always here with me.

And I wouldn’t be here now

if guilt would leave me be.

I know there’s been many

who’ve had worse than I,

but that doesn’t always mean

that I wouldn’t say “good-bye”.

People say I have a lot going for me.

I’m sorry, but I just can’t see.

I can’t see because my worst enemy

it’s not my life, but inside of me.

Always on a roller coaster,

not much consistency

I’m nothing if I’m not up or down.

I’m nothing if just “me”.

Very little energy.

Wanting to stay in bed,

wishing to be enthusiastic

instead of feeling like I’m made of lead.

Wanting to be excited.

Wanting to care for more,

but when nothing makes sense,

it’s hard to focus on the poor.

Cluttered mind, cluttered thinking.

It’s hard to keep in touch

with what is happening around me

and not to worry too much.

I feel that everybody is better than me

and I can’t do anything right.

This is how I've felt my whole dang life.

It didn’t just start last night.

No confidence, no self-esteem.

Everybody else is right.

To speakl my mind is to be a fool

so I just try to “sit-tight”.

Any one of these problems

would be a very vice.

But when you have them all,

living seems like a roll of a dice.

04 - Intermezzo - 18:01

05 - I'm Crying (Tears of Solitude) - 20:56

06 - Killed by Life - 28:59

It is in these moments of pain

when I understand that my existence is futile

and that this has tormented me since birth

making me believe that someone needed me.

This is the truth...

You, life, made me suffer for too long.

Now I'm over. I'm over forever.

The lesions that you left on me are too serious

to be left open by you.

One last time I cry bitter tears

One last time I suffer because of you

One last time I close in myself

One last time I take consciousness of what I will do

The feeling of the blade that cuts my skin

is better than what you made me feel.

The times you betrayed me are infinite

and you made me feel sick, deluding myself.



---LINEUP---

Adimere - All instruments, Songwriting

Hennessy - Guest vocals



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