Divided doubt, grown to separate. Our weathered hearts search for home again.
Too afraid to take those uncertain steps, but two years ago we were stronger then.
When we dove head first, we were so alive, risking everything trying to change lives. Now, my red eyes filled with shallow compromise. Ripping tickets, split commitment, future undefined.
I never wanted to watch us fight like war and turn away from each other.
We had to stop and surrender to restore and find a way to recover, losing all we should have been, consequences made in this failure on to feel again.
Blacked out, misguided rage, grown to separate our hardened hearts from our resentful brains. No way to see how far down you’ll land when the fall you take wasn’t part of your plan. Cold like war! Doomed if you do, disowned if you don’t, no way out for any one of us. I bit my tongue, let the blood fill my mouth.
I just smiled while I sat there and bled out.
But, through this I found out where I stand.
I will never betray me again.
