From the outside looking in
Yeah you see a smile on my face
But its so different from what it is
This cruel and unusual punishment
I try to stop the thoughts but end up doing it all again
Its a dark cloud over my head
It changes how I see life till I forget how to live
Till I forget what I am
Is it the devil within?
Or is it panic that Im living just to see how it ends?
Why?
Is there nothing but this feeling inside?
Got me acting like Im outta my mind
Cant breathe cant sleep Im fine
I tell myself Im fine
But Im gone
Im caught in a panic
Im lost and Im damaged
Cant find my way
All I want
Is someone to save me
Cuz I am fading and I cant escape (this life)
Every night Ive been losing sleep
Getting chased by the feeling thats taking over me
Im in a panic
And Im lost inside the static
Getting buried alive with the skeletons in the attic
Can I let it go or let it take me to the grave yeah
Id give it all just to make it go away yeah
I burn a hole in my soul when I pray
I got one inside the chamber and its calling out my name
Feel like Im losing my mind
I feel like Im losing my mind
And I pretend that Im fine
But Im losing my mind
Im losing my fucking mind
I pretend that Im fine inside
But Im losing my fucking mind
I pretend that Im fine but Im buried alive
And Im losing my fucking mind