dig me up
pull me out
swear I'll just get out the house and be ok
pass through the parking lots
past the windows of the shops
suck up the air so suffocating with a grin
still I just pace
lie on the floor
feel the carpet fibers imprint on my face
spent so much time searching
searching's become the game
I've lost the why, the drive, my intent evades me
forget I'm here
just killing time
forget I'm here
the clock's not moving
forget I'm here
I'm stomping on its face
just killing time
the guilt devours me
just killing time
panicking
just killing time
I swore when I woke up I'd be just fine
just killing time
blinding red haze