Shot by Michael Shahin
Composed and co-produced by CW
Lyrics:
There's a war inside of me that runs so deep
Yeah, yeah
And I don't know which side that I'm gonna feed
Oh, no
I try to be somebody good
For you, for me, for them, it's true
But I get so misunderstood
I lose my cool when I get blue
I start to bargain with angels
Devil won't leave me alone
I noticed that you were stable
He says to me as I go
And I'm back right where I started from again
It's the way I cope with pain and find my head
I'm a liar, and I'm angry, I'm so mad
I'm a liar, I'm a liar
Locked up in a room, energy feels like a tomb
There's a knock at the door and I just can't answer
I'm lit and I don't wanna move
How much did I just consume?
'Cause I can't breathe and I can't see truth
Am I gonna die? Am I gonna lose my mind?
If I keep this up, I'm through
Is it your fault? Is it my fault?
Who do I blame when I can't think right?
Is it 'cause I can't find love, that I'm too selfish
And anyone close, I fight?
Am I that type that'll see life go well
And just wanna mess it up or take a bite?
All I really know right now is I can't find light
And it winds up giving me a fright
I start to bargain with angels
Devil won't leave me alone
I noticed that you were stable
He says to me as I go
And I'm back right where I started from again
It's the way I cope with pain and find my head
I'm a liar, and I'm angry, I'm so mad
I'm a liar, I'm a liar
