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LYRICS
Disorder’s coming for me, you don’t believe it.
You call me paranoid, just because you can’t see it
I got a sickness but they refuse the operation
Some call it a problem, addicted to self medication
CHORUS
You swear what’s wrong is only in my head
It’s never justified, I’m terrified
Would I be better off alone instead
If there’s no need for a remedy
Why do I feel like dying?
Yeah you think that I’m fine.
(you think that I’m fine)
But your reality and mine never did align
You think I need to unwind
But inside of my mind
I got a vision of
Up and down all these white halls.
Banging my head into the padded walls.
Blood draws, x-rays, i wanna hear the doctor say
They found a fix for me.
Getting blurred, brain leaves rational behind.
Out of sight out of mind, losing both, mad and blind
TELL ME THAT I'M FINE PLEASE, TELL ME THAT I'M FINE.
The voices no one hears, Feeding on my doubts
If it's just a phase, why can’t I phase is it out.
Talk me off a ledge, I wanna be alive.
I DON'T WANNA DIE
Losing a war with myself
Over my personal health
Screaming my thoughts at the wall
Cause you won’t listen at all
Try not to let my head win
I prey to God on my knees
Sometimes I wanna give in
And let it take me
