Directed by Josie Paulus, Anna Edith Schneider, Isa Rther (RawPictureStudios)
Produced by Josie Paulus, RawPictureStudios
Camera: RawPictureStudios
Camera Assistant: Anna Edith Schneider
Cut & Color Grading: RawPictureStudios
Set Assistant: Max Handwerk
The Worst Part written by Josie Paulus and Dave Leonard
Arranged by Josie Paulus, Dave Leonard, Max Handwerk, Torben Sdunek, Till Siefjediers
You touched me when I didnt want you to
You made me feel like I was wrong in what Im going through
Now youre out at night, drinking with your friends
While Im staying in, praying for the night to end
You say you wish it never happened but it did
And you keep celebrating life while mine has gone to shit
You made the choice, took my voice, then felt sorry for a bit
But Im the one whos looking for a therapist
I should be mad, I should be cursing you
But the worst part of it all is that I dont
I should be sad, I should be hating you
But the worst part of it all is that I dont
When I said no you were all over me
I still remember how you brought me to my knees
And I was blinded by you, thought that we were friends
While you were breaking what we had and what will never mend
You say you wish it never happened but it did
And you cant turn around and change it, though you know, I wish
You made the choice, took my voice, then felt sorry for a bit
But Im the one who has to live with that you did
I should be mad, I should be cursing you
But the worst part of it all is that I dont
I should be sad, I should be hating you
But the worst part of it all is that I dont
But the worst part of it all is that I dont
But the worst part of it all is that I dont
But the worst part of it all is that I dont
But the worst part of it all is that I dont
You werent the first one, you wont be the last
My bodys aching, running, but it wont forget the past
Of hands, thoughts, minds taking what they want
I am shaking, breaking, faking, praying to the stars
Took the bullets for them all, took the bullet for you
Like I was payed for it, but now I pay for it
I should be mad, I should be cursing you
But the worst part of it all is that I dont
I should be sad, I should be hating you
But the worst part of it all is that I dont
