heyo, for this album I tried to incorporate some outsider music kind of feel to it, I found the whole genre interesting, so yeah. It goes with the theme of the character thinking of failure and delusions too, so why not. There are many acoustic guitars, piano, and double bass recordings used throughout the recording to try to make it sound raw, with my voice etc.
If you're into that experimental; shit, this'll proly tickle your fancy, but if you're close-minded and against that kinda thing, well screw you too. (jk jk, thanks for reading this far)
story:
so this album's basically a two part kinda thing, the first few songs are the character purposely makin 'bad' music and tryna make himself fail, being convinced that that is his fate by others in his past telling him so, often questioning if he deserves success or what's even the point of succeeding. In the second part, he realizes he does want success, or even if it was fated for him to fail, he owes it to himself to try, so he goes out and is like hell yeah or wtv, though through his journey he is often hit with identity crises and confidence issues (much like myself).
Thoughts:
uh, it was fun to make ig, those sessions in front of my piano banging and screaming at it were very cathartic, hopefully, this album can be that kind of therapeutic for you too. I don't know how to play the piano or guitar and don't purport to do so, that's why there's the whole outsider music shtick, but it was fun tryna sort of figure out how an insane person would play it. so uh, enjoy ig.
